Humans take things for granted. Perhaps there's always a time whereby everything one tries but it just doesn't work. People say that a leopard never change its spots, but it do apply to humans too. Humans rarely change its bad habits or character. I guess the time has come for me to just let things go how nature or fate wants it to go. I've lost every hope and i'm tired, really, very tired. I don't know why i'm always trying so hard. I wonder, is it even worth it?
I'm lost in the abyss of darkness that blinds me from finding the answer. Maybe one day, one day i'll find my way out of the abyss and find my answer.